the "i'm in deep sh*t" has ended?

actually no. it's just i decided to be taken by the waves. Ignore na lang if something happened. Yes na lang parati if there is something they need. Ako pa rin ang magaadjust. AT halos lahat iaadjust ko. haha panalo di ba?

Yes, I've said so many things and it's because I have the voice to spill it out. Matanda na ko. And I am aware of the situation. Para saken, mas nakakatakot yun kung wala akong pakelam. Gusto nila na wag akong magsalita due to respect? No, it's not! Besides, sinasabi ko lang naman kung anu ung nangyayari talaga. Kung tutuusin nga, walang akong sinabing fowl. Yet they misunderstood. They've only listened to one side of the story. Ako ang kontrabida. Fine. I can live every second of my life kahit 6 feet under ang image ko sa "kanila".

Actually I have the right to get mad. Things inside the box should be left inside the box. It's our own problem. I can understand if they need counseling from others yet it seems the story told went beyond far. Inde ako ang mali kahit sa una pa lang. Ayaw lang kasing iaadmit na tama ako at ipinagpipilitan ang gusto nila. Buti na lang i have this one person who has 100% loyalty in me. You know who you are and i thank you wholeheartedly. :3

Imagine yourself having so much great responsibilities. Of course you'll do all the means to fulfill the responsibilities. Things like "I'm tired" or "Such things unevitable happened" can be TRULY UNDERSTOOD. Do they know since when we understood them? Haha ang tagal na. And until know we are still understanding. But still, for them, the "UNDERSTANDING" they received isn't enough. MOU! Haha anu pang gusto nila? gaano pa? ano sila sobrang espesyal?

On the other hand, ung "kanila" na tinutukoy ko kanina. Isa pa sila. They have no right to say things about me. In the first place, they don't know the real scenario. Kung pwede lang may ipamukha ako sa kanilang isang bagay na applicable sa kanilang lahat baka matameme sila. Sorry pero ang kapal. :-L

Hahay. If I could only elaborate further. Still, being quiet is the best option. Basta I believe I didn't do anything wrong. Bahala tayo sa mga buhay natin.

Sibat.