Dreamboy strikes 100.

Finally! The last 5 dreams really took long. I almost got tired of waiting. >_<

With this post, I believe a number of persons will come to ask "Seryoso?!?" again. I know it's strange but I always dreamt of this certain person; and I managed to count because of the usual happening.

Last night was his 100th. Though I don't quite remember what happened, i'm sure that he was present. The 100 dreams took 3 years. On the average, I dreamt 33 times a year but the first year actually made the 50%. Yeah. That was the most critical time. I can see him both on my conscious and sub-conscious mind. What a monster he is! Hahaha. As for the dream scenes, birthdays and family events are common. There are many cheesy ones too! rawwr.

I'd be lying to myself if I'll say "I don't know why." Yes I do know and I'm now starting to sob. I seldom express on this aspect of myself as cheesy times seldom come too. And whenever cheesy times occur, it's best to talk it with myself. Woot di ako sanay! I'll make this short.

It's just... for the past 3 years, I never doubted what I feel that "he is still." Though there's a question of is it still because of "him"? or because of the "happiness I gained"? why the feeling don't subside. But bottom line, both questions' endpoint is still "about him". I don't know what will happen and I'm not planning to do anything. Another hundred may come and it's fine with me. At least, there's still an attachment and I'm happy. :D

It really was never hurtful. Loving in silence. :)